I've been going back and forth for three hours about this one for some reason.
When I wrote it, I was cracking myself up. I thought it was adorable and cute in a self-deprecating way. Funny. I looked back...and it was too vulnerable...DELETE. So I don't know. I will leave it at: current mood. It's been a weird day in the life of me.
I do feel much better having released it. Not all that strange and crazy, is it? No... not at all... so why the weird reaction to my own words? I don't know. Just feel raw lately. Not sad, or lost, or chaotic, or anything else...just...raw. You know?
That's okay I think. Anything but numb, in this world. I'd rather be alive. xo